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Hi Patti... i can relate to being afraid...but that goes too... just apply yourself as best you can ... and it gets easier..... really glad youre here with us...!! rick ----- Original Message ----- From: Patti F To: Sent: Wednesday, April 23, 2008 8:39 PM Subject: Re: AABC last night Oh, no I am not taking this lightly in any way. I am more afraid than I let on... ----- Original Message ---- From: rick To: Sent: Wednesday, April 23, 2008 6:15:49 PM Subject: Re: AABC last night Sorry to hear this... Vigilance sure is important isn't it...? and the disease is certainly cunning... while all here are saying don't beat yourself up (i agree with that) i would add...don't take it too lightly either... this is a very serious disease...and you can't count on being able to stop after a half a beer... so...what is the real solution... working the program...the steps... get crackin on those steps and it really won't matter if hubby is drinking a beer or not... you won't want it... so ... do the deal... and you won't have to tempt fate again... rick... ----- Original Message ----- From: Jocelyn To: Sent: Wednesday, April 23, 2008 5:40 PM Subject: Re: AABC last night Patti.... Don't beat your self up too much. You are new and it was a natural reaction. I came close myself a few times. I will be engaged in a conversation and not paying attention and just reach with out thinking. Thank goodness I caught myself. I was with hubby and daughter and son in law at Applebee's I had and Iced tea and hubby had a Yeungling. Close to the same color. None of them noticed either. The lesson I learned was I have to be extra vigilant when I am around liquor. Jocelyn midnitepatti wrote: So I am sitting here last night, my husband sits down and hands me a beer, and I drank half of it. Without even thinking of what I was doing it had become so routine for us. I dumped out the other half and told him, I can't drink anymore, I can't be his drinking buddy. I feel like such an a.. today, and last night. I am bugged it just was so normal. He thinks I am nuts, has bad all around feelings towards AA, why I had not mentioned it. I called my sponser, she was zonked out on her ativan and her room mate couldn't wake her. I have been ON guard for 8 days thinking of nothing but 'not drinking' that last night really bugs me. My sponser still has not called, I am trying to figure out a ride to the next town meetings, our transportation is not good right now. so..here I sit, head in the sand, and in no way am I blaming my husband. Be a better friend, newshound, and know-it-all with Yahoo! Mobile. Try it now. Be a better friend, newshound, and know-it-all with Yahoo! Mobile. Try itnow. 7bit Hi Patti... i can relate to being afraid...but that goes too... just apply yourself as best you can ... and it gets easier..... really glad youre here with us...!! rick ----- Original Message ----- From: Patti F To: Sent: Wednesday, April 23, 2008 8:39 PM Subject: Re: AABC last night Oh, no I am not taking this lightly in any way. I am more afraid than I let on... ----- Original Message ----From: rick Wednesday, April 23, 2008 6:15:49 PMSubject: Re: AABC last night Sorry to hear this... Vigilance sure is important isn't it...? and the disease is certainly cunning... while all here are saying don't beat yourself up (i agree with that) i would add...don't take it too lightly either... this is a very serious disease...and you can't count on being able to stop after a half a beer... so...what is the real solution... working the program...the steps... get crackin on those steps and it really won't matter if hubby is drinking a beer or not... you won't want it... so ... do the deal... and you won't have to tempt fate again... rick... ----- Original Message ----- From: Jocelyn To: Sent: Wednesday, April 23, 2008 5:40 PM Subject: Re: AABC last night Patti.... Don't beat your self up too much. You are new and it was a natural and unintentional reaction. I came close myself a few times. I will be engaged in a conversation and not paying attention and just reach with out thinking. Thank goodness I caught myself. I was with hubby and daughter and son in law at Applebee's I had and Iced tea and hubby had a Yeungling. Close to the same color. None of them noticed either. The lesson I learned was I have to be extra vigilant when I am around liquor. > wrote: So I am sitting here last night, my husband sits down and hands me a beer, and I drank half of it. Without even thinking of what I was doing it had become so routine for us. I dumped out the other half and told him, I can't drink anymore, I can't be his drinking buddy. I feel like such an a.. today, and last night. I am bugged it just was so normal. He thinks I am nuts, has bad all around feelings towards AA, why I had not mentioned it. I called my sponser, she was zonked out on her ativan and her room mate couldn't wake her. I have been ON guard for 8 days thinking of nothing but 'not drinking' that last night really bugs me. My sponser still has not called, I am trying to figure out a ride to the next town meetings, our transportation is not good right now. so..here I sit, head in the sand, and in no way am I blaming my husband. Be a better friend, newshound, and know-it-all with Yahoo! Mobile. Try it now. Be a better friend, newshound, and know-it-all with Yahoo! Mobile. Try it now. __._,_.___ Your shop settings: Individual Change settings via the Web (Yahoo! ID required) Change settings via shop: Switch delivery to Daily Digest | Switch to Fully Featured Visit Your Group | Yahoo! Groups Terms of Use | Purchase __,_._,___

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