Re: AABC last night

I am not too bad, I am more just surprised at myself. I will be more vigilant. I am not going to drink because of what happend. Been on the phone with a lady from the town 35 miles from here. That has helped. ----- Original Message ---- From: Jocelyn To: Sent: Wednesday, April 23, 2008 3:40:16 PM Subject: Re: AABC last night Patti.... Don't beat your self up too much. You are new and it was a natural and unintentional reaction. I came close myself a few times. I will be engaged in a conversation and not paying attention and just reach with out thinking. Thank goodness I caught myself. I was with hubby and daughter and son in law at Applebee's I had and Iced tea and hubby had a Yeungling. Close to the same color. None of them noticed either. The lesson I learned was I have to be extra vigilant when I am around liquor. Jocelyn midnitepatti wrote: So I am sitting here last night, my husband sits down and hands me a beer, and I drank half of it. Without even thinking of what I was doing it had become so routine for us. I dumped out the other half and told him, I can't drink anymore, I can't be his drinking buddy. I feel like such an a.. today, and last night. I am bugged it just was so normal. He thinks I am nuts, has bad all around feelings towards AA, why I had not mentioned it. I called my sponser, she was zonked out on her ativan and her room mate couldn't wake her. I have been ON guard for 8 days thinking of nothing but 'not drinking' that last night really bugs me. My sponser still has not called, I am trying to figure out a ride to the next town meetings, our transportation is not good right now. so..here I sit, head in the sand, and in no way am I blaming my husband. Be a better friend, newshound, and know-it-all with Yahoo! Mobile. Try it now. Be a better friend, newshound, and know-it-all with Yahoo! Mobile. Try it now. 7bit I am not too bad, I am more just surprised at myself. I will be more vigilant. I am not going to drink because of what happend. Been on the phone with a lady from the town 35 miles from here. That has helped. ----- Original Message ----From: Jocelyn Wednesday, April 23, 2008 3:40:16 PMSubject: Re: AABC last night Patti.... Don't beat your self up too much. You are new and it was a natural and unintentional reaction. I came close myself a few times. I will be engaged in a conversation and not paying attention and just reach with out thinking. Thank goodness I caught myself. I was with hubby and daughter and son in law at Applebee's I had and Iced tea and hubby had a Yeungling. Close to the same color. None of them noticed either. The lesson I learned was I have to be extra vigilant when I am around liquor. wrote: So I am sitting here last night, my husband sits down and hands me a beer, and I drank half of it. Without even thinking of what I was doing it had become so routine for us. I dumped out the other half and told him, I can't drink anymore, I can't be his drinking buddy. I feel like such an a.. today, and last night. I am bugged it just was so normal. He thinks I am nuts, has bad all around feelings towards AA, why I had not mentioned it. I called my sponser, she was zonked out on her ativan and her room mate couldn't wake her. I have been ON guard for 8 days thinking of nothing but 'not drinking' that last night really bugs me. My sponser still has not called, I am trying to figure out a ride to the next town meetings, our transportation is not good right now. so..here I sit, head in the sand, and in no way am I blaming my husband. Be a better friend, newshound, and know-it-all with Yahoo! Mobile. Try it now. Be a better friend, newshound, and know-it-all with Yahoo! Mobile. Try it now. __._,_.___ Your shop settings: Individual Change settings via the Web (Yahoo! ID required) Change settings via shop: Switch delivery to Daily Digest | Switch to Fully Featured Visit Your Group | Yahoo! Groups Terms of Use | Purchase __,_._,___

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